i wish you still cared about me like you use to. or at least like you use to pretend to. now i know its just all about sex and i wish you would at least pretend to care a little. i was so in love with the idea of you that now when i can look at you with open eyes i see i really didn’t love who you were at all. but still i stay, and still i wish, that someday you will be worth all this.